Amazing AND Happy

We have been amazing this week. Granted, it's only Tuesday, but since Sunday, it's been three solid days of amazing. I understand that the whole "fighting leads to making up leads to lots of sex leads to amazing" thing is by no means new to relationships or even remotely healthy. But every time this happens, I get a little bit excited. And this time, the excitement is tangible. After dinner last night, he suggested (this has never happened, not once in four years) that we go for a walk. He also did not say anything when I turned the tv off (which meant I was turning off Monday Night Football). AND!!!! He put a picture of us up on his nightstand. I know that sounds very "I'm a crazy girl and want pictures of myself everywhere" but after we broke up, every picture of me in his apartment came down. And slowly, one came back up. But just one. And now, six months later, here is picture number two. Back with a vengeance.

This whole breaking up, and then being kind of broken up, and then being dating-but-technically-not-back-together, to whatever we are now can get a little confusing. Even for me, who doesn't believe in dating anniversaries and all that crap. And the fact that the no-baby pills dragged me, kicking and screaming, back on an emotional roller coaster through hell over the past month does not make the situation any better. But my picture is back. And waking up next to the big man is a sweet, sweet thing. And right now, I am HAPPY. I'm moving out of my apartment at the end of this month. He doesn't want me to move but I think he'll really like the new....TOWNHOUSE!!! I ate leftover PF Changs for dinner. Work is going well. And....I get to see my girlfriends this weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No amount of no-baby pills is going to take this happy away!!!!